July 2011
Sometimes all I need is the motivation to push me...
June 2011
A lot of times I say things I don’t mean. Whether it’s out of impulse, or I’m just not in my mood. Just never take it to heart.
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I hate packing for trips. Seriously, I don’t know what to bring… I wish I could just stuffs all my clothes and shoes in the bag; but sadly only 40lbs is allowed. 2 weeks is a long ass time too… omg. I still remember last year when I packed like half of my closet to California when I’m only there for 3 days lol. I should just bring money there and buy new clothes -.-
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I love talking to someone who’s so random that I...
Gonna pull an all nighter & watch a comedy so I can laugh all this off.
Right here waiting for you.
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I’m a strong person… but I’m not strong enough to fight off my emotions and win this battle between my heart, and my head. Sure people tell me to just “Follow your heart, it’ll make you happy”. But to be honest, at this age, if I follow my heart, I’d end up having no future. In life, I have to learn how to balance between this “logic” and...
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I miss being the reason for the smile on your face. I miss making you laugh, and tell you how much you mean to me…
Playjerise - Safe to say
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Sometimes I ask myself, what would my life be like if I didn’t have “talents” to do all the things that I do. If I never performed on stage, played on the court or acted in the auditorium. If I didn’t parties and talked to all the people there. I’ve met good and bad people, and they all made me who I am today. So if none of that happened… My life would be a lot...
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I hate the fact that I’m doing so fine. Then the minute someone mention your name, I started missing you all over again. I hate how I have to pretend like I don’t miss you. Pretend like I’m doing so fine without you. Pretend this, and pretend that. Ignore my emotions and lie to my heart that I’ll be okay. And you? You’re perfectly fine living your life like...
Maybe she was right about you. Maybe I’m just having a hard time accepting the harsh truth. Or maybe I believed it but I go for it anyways thinking I could change how you are. Or maybe I’m just naive. Or maybe I’m stubborn.
Whatever the case is, I’d rather take take my chances now that I have it. And no matter what happen, I’ll just rewind times and think of all the memories of us… what we used...
To be honest, when people say they hates high school and how they hate 95% of the people in it or something, I feel opposite. I probably only dislike 5% of the stuck up snobs who’d think they’re better than everybody else… but most people are actually decent at my school. And I must say that I’m lucky to go to the high school I go to, have to the chance to show myself and who I am and what I do to...
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Owl City | If My Heart Was A House
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"Babe/Baby"
That word lost its significance too. People be throwing them around after like the 3rd time of talking.
I remember when I used to get butterflies hearing them. Now, it’s just another word.
Lately most of the people I talk to can sing/play instruments and willing to do that for me over the phone.
/forever happiness. (‘:
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"K"
-Either someone piss you off with it.
-Or you can use that to piss someone off.
It has its use, y’know. :P
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It’s crazy how much things have changed. Everyone used to be so close to each others. Things was simple. Both friendship AND relationship. I remember the big group of friends where everyone was cool with each others. Now, everyone’s in their separate way.
That time, I didn’t have to worry so much about people walking out of my life ‘cause I couldn’t find a reason to...
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I wish I lived closer to my guy friends,
I feel like going to play basketball, but I have no one to play with. And they live like all the way on the other side of town.
/sigh.
I remember last summer when they would always pick me up at 7pm after my dinner and we balled at this middle school on the NW side. And one time the light was off, I tripped over a rock while running to the basket and fall flat on my butt. LOL. They hella took...
Yesterday,
I learned how to drive a manual for the first time. It was so much fun. I think once when I get the hang of it and able to drive it safely, I’m going to get a 5 speed Honda as my project car. I went to sleep with like “Clutch, break, shift, release the break, slowlyyy release the clutch, alright now, press on gas!” stuck in my mind. Lol. I stalled the car here and there at first,...
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I don’t mind putting up a fight for you to be happy. But I have my limit. Sometimes, just be responsible for your actions. I’m not gonna help you out every single time. I’ll be nice and just let it slide if it’s your first mistake, but once a mistake is repeated multiple times, it’s intentional. Don’t get used to running to me ‘cause I’m not always gonna be here. I’m nice, but I don’t let people...
Call > Text.
Any day.
As long as you’re not boring, and you know what to say to keep the convo interesting.
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"Never let success go to your head, or failure to...
I hate knowing that things will never be the same...
No matter what I do, or say now. Won’t change anything.
Self reminder : Don’t put in any effort if it’s not worth it.
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Sometimes I just have to pretend like things doesn’t bother me when it does. But there’s nothing I can do. I guess I was afraid to risks all that we had. Then I realized that I held onto to all these things for the wrong reasons… And I shouldn’t do that. At the end, all that still remains. I just have to call it “memories”. Me & relationship don’t go...
Having a good breakfast makes the whole day great.
NOM NOM NOM .
I just love foods more than anything I swear :P
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I like having a friend to flirt back and forth,
with no feelings in between.
It’s the best kind of friendship. ‘Cause I open up quicker that way and feel more comfortable around that person in a short amount of time.
This Providence - Waste myself
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I love freestylin’ out orders at Mcdonald’s drive thru with my friends LOL.
& When I was paying at the drive thru, the guy was like “You guys are funny haha. Keep it up gurls!”
I’m like “Yeah, fo sho. We be rockin’ ‘em flows, but we’ll continue after we eat our McDonalds!!”
It was so funny hahaha.
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Opportunities don’t come around the 2nd time if...
From first to last, you’re not even my type. But ever since I met you, I realized that the “type” thing doesn’t really play any role in what I look for in a person. ‘Cos it didn’t really matter if a person have all the qualities and can’t even make me happy when I’m at my worse. You, you’re not even my type. In fact, you’re so different...
For once, I’m actually trying to work things out, avoiding all the ups and downs that we’ve been having lately. Disregarding all my feelings and irritations, I just set it aside. I want to show you so much but you always ended up seeing so little. I’m still trying though. But the distance just had to be in the way. How am I gonna do that…
You know what sucks?
Knowing the right person who could give their all to you, their heart and everything yet you don’t have any feelings for them.
On the other hand, you tends to fall for someone who would just take your heart for granted.
I'm starting to like to talk on the phone before I...
It feels nice. Like, you get to talk to someone ‘bout your day, get things off your shoulder, and laugh a whole lot before ending your day.
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I love playing knock out's
‘cos I always win. =D
Everyone seems to be outside partying all day. Me, I’m in the gym every friggen day. & I’ve only partied once since summer have started. But I know it’ll pay off in the end. Hard work & dedication’s the key to success. I’d rather be the best player in the team and be content. Rather than partying all day, getting wasted, taking pills then feeling all the...
Don’t be on the phone while you’re cooking…
You get hella distracted. -______-
&& End up with no foods to eat. LOL.
I don't make any sense sometimes.
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I want a person who I could tell everything to, be my bestfriend and nothing more than that level. It feels like everytime I try to talk with someone, I open up, and they’d take it the wrong way and try to go further.
I don’t know. I think it’d be nice to build a strong foundation of being friends, before anything happen between two. I think it’s cute when two bestfriends fall in love with...
Whether to keep going, or just leave everything...
I guess I’m struggling with that right now.
I seriously thought you were better than that. Don’t even twist the story or try to explain anymore. I’m done believing your shit after countless times. I’m letting your actions have its voice. & I believe it just spoke clearly for you.
I love late night jam session.
I live for these nights<3
